Welcome,
Thanks for tuning in to my path
to “self-discovery.” So basically this
leads to the wonderful “Who am I? What am
I doing? What does it all mean? Whaaa…” I guess currently my life is pretty
ordinary. I’m just a basic 28 year old
single mom in Orange County Ca. I get up
throw on some jeans and a T-shirt and go through the motions. I know, even I’m jealous of the excitement. So after about a week and a half into this
year I came to the conclusion that I have fallen into the mommy trap. That cursed area of blah where your life
begins to revolve around Pixar releases and interviewing potential
preschools. Your closet becomes a
comfortable vortex of Old Navy cotton blends and worn out baggy denim, those
absolutely gorgeous heels have been exchanged for running shoes when you have
no intension of running. Suddenly your
make-up routine is lip balm and a pony tail.
You’ve hit the “Mom block.”
So what happens now? Where do you go? Do you fade into a pit of
finger paints? No! First you have to understand that there is a “Me”
and a “Mom.” Society will have you
believe that to be successful at one the other must be backburnered. In essence this is laying down some Harry
Potter shit… “Neither can live while the other survives.” This is obviously, ridiculous. This leads me to my solution:
My alter ego must be born. It’s time to break out the beautiful leather
heels and black lace dress and become the inner vixen/ sex kitten/ style maven/
social media goddess/ thrill seeker Ect. Ect. Ect. Still you cannot expect to just switch on,
switch off so to speak. So this is my
little path to figuring out who to be and what to do with that.
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